The End

"THE END"

Some happy ending . . .




So sad . . .

So depressing . . .



"Deep in the meadow, under the willow
A bed of grass, a soft green pillow
Lay down your head, and close your sleepy eyes
And when again they open, the sun will rise.

Here it's safe, here it's warm
Here the daisies guard you from every harm
Here your dreams are sweet and tomorrow brings them true
Here is the place where I love you."

A beautiful song that just doesn't seem beautiful anymore when . . . everything . . . everything . . .

The Hunger Games

It's amazing how reading makes you go through the worst PMS ever. That applies to movies and music even.

Oh, how these words wrap their fingers around your neck and strangle you. Words that lift your hopes in their kind hands and toss you back into the Earth with such force, that it's only until after you get out of your daze, you think it's a b----.

So kind. So cruel. So beautiful. So hideous. So innocent. So destructive.

Words that burn themselves into your mind, spoken or read, forever haunting you, forever letting you see those words flash through your head all the time, forever seeing the images they provoke.

Is there no hope in this cruel world? If we replaced poor leaders with better ones, if we replaced the corrupt with the pure, if we ruled the world with our hands . . . oh the fragile tough thing would break the moment it touched our wretched hands.

Oh so cruel the world is! How sad life is! Why are humans so kind, so cruel, so beautiful, so hideous, so innocent, so destructive that we can't nourish anything with our hands but pain and sorrow and never ending torture.





By the way, The Hunger Games Trilogy. So. Good. I swear. It's so powerful. It has so much to it. It doesn't just have adventure, action, humor, romance, and drama, there's so much more. So much depth. It's so sweet. It's addicting and it's painful. It's a drug that stabs you in the heart, but deep down inside you think, I still want to continue, even if it's sad, even if it's cruel--hand me that box of tissues over there--even if I start screaming, "NO, WHY, YOU LOVED HER SO MUCH. YOU RISKED YOUR LIFE OVER AND OVER TO PROTECT HER. EVEN IN YOUR STAGE OF DELIRIUM, YOU CALLED OUT TO HER. OH MY GOD, IS THERE NO HOPE IN THIS BOOK? IN THIS WORLD? IS THIS HOW'S IT'S GOING TO END? NOW? NOW?!?! GIVE ME THE ENDING ALREADY, WAIT NO, I TAKE THAT BACK, NO, STOP IT!!!"

Yeah, it drives me crazy. AND I'M NOT EVEN DONE YET. Because I read so slow.

I should be doing AP homework. Actually, it's past 12, I'm SUPPOSED to be in bed. BUT, OH MY GOD, GOOD SERIES.

SO GENIUS, BUT SO PAINFUL. AGH, THIS BOOK IS DRIVING ME INSANE. IT'S INFURIATING, BUT SO. F---ING. GOOD.




Yeah, I'm sane. I promise.

So. I posted for the first time in . . . over a month. Yay me!

Yeah, I need to go to bed now.

READ THE HUNGER GAMES TRILOGY. YOU WON'T REGRET IT. . . . maybe you will, but ohhh my goood, it's worth the regret in my opinion.

Now I have to crawl up in bed and cry because this book is just SO SAD. Oh, I hope for a happy ending . . .